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i am a miserable excuse for a person. I totally am still head over heals for this guy and ... i think he's beautiful. not necessarily by his physical beauty, i mean he looks nice and all, but he's a gorgeous person as a person and i'm head over heals. have been for a while. and i can't stop thinking about him. We're leaving from here in a week and and then i won't see him again for three months. i don't know what i'll do without him. I totally want to be like "alexander, i love you" and then tackle hug him. but in a completely different way that "knee hug" him.
i wanted to make some pudding last night for pie filling for our sigma class fellowship event, but the milk was frozen. and so i used the un-frozen part of the milk. my pie is probably too thick. but i'm gonna go with "it's okay" as long as you can't bounce a fork off of it, like that "chocolate pie" during may session first year.
so i have a math test in 4 hours and instead of studying for it last night (or doing russian homework, working on my paper or doing my CS program) i sat around and let alex remind/teach me foundations stuff that i don't remember.
oh extended weekend! went up to des moines with josh to visit my sister and her husband. It was quality fun. josh & i bought disposable cameras to take photos with. and i was really kinda pissed with myself for forgeting my digital camera, but i hope we still got some high quality pictures.
i don't have anything to say except that i'm busy and love regina spektor.