sorry.

i'm sorry for telling you
that i didn't want to tell you
it was russians
tone deaf russians

i'm sorry
for crying
in the procrast lounge

i'm sorry
for not stopping
even as i climbed the stairs

i'm sorry
i said "no"
when you asked me if i was okay

i'm sorry
for saying "yes"
when you said
"it sounded like you were laughing... or crying"

i'm sorry
for hating truman
so fucking much

i'm sorry
that breakdowns
just aren't for me.

but i've done all of it, and i'm sorry.