depression?

sometimes i hate myself. i know i didn't do enough work yesterday, or any really. so now i'm stuck trying to do my russian homework, of which i have the first of three parts done. it just never stops, either. because even if i were to miraculously get all of this assignment done i still have last friday's to do as well, and if that were done, there's tuesday's analysis homework to turn in. along with algebra problems i need to know how to do, in case i have to present on the board and then i have to read the second half of Plato's Progatorus which, while interesting, really isn't the easiest thing to read. oh, on top of this, i'm two weeks behind in reading for Rural America and i need to be looking at this other stuff for my first philosophy paper. i can't do this again. i can't repeat last semester. i need to do this. but i don't think i can. i just want to sleep. i don't want to go to class, i don't want to talk to people, i don't want to do problems sets or read. i don't want to translate and i don't want to run.